i floored the accelerator on my way home
and i just had this urge
to ram the car real hard against some divider or pillar or whatever
to hear the loud bang and the impact of the crash
and flung and thrown back into my seat
or out of the window for all i care
land head first in some ditch.

i almost took the drive down devils bend
but decided against it
since i figured that the urge to just oversteer
and have the car go off road was too strong.
i figured that my dad couldnt deal with the burden of the loss of the car or paying higher insurance premiums
see i am a considerate daughter